fragment.*

"I’m not saying that I want to be an actor, I think you misunderstood me.

I am an actor every single day that I’m alive.

I act happy, act sad, act like I care about things that don’t interest me at all.

I act concerned, act sympathetic for people I don’t care about and act like things excite me that really don’t matter in any way."

*this is a section of a monologue i wrote. this in no way represents my own personal feelings. i was trying to see if i could write someone who is totally unlikable, cold and thoroughly unlike myself. from the many responses I’ve gotten, people seemed to think this was me expressing some true feelings, which is not the case. thanks for reading!